Ways of having fun

Hey my precious M.

Of course i did not forget about this blog. I just didn’t feel need to write smthn here, yet. But don’t worry there will be times when i come here and write smthn, like now. And i can sleep, unlike you , so in the night if i am up i talk to you and in the day i usually talk to you too, or i use fb:)

Anyway, thnx for messages. They make me kinda sad and happy at the same time. It’s really making me happy when i see how much me and you mean to you. And it feels good, couse it is amazing to know, that you feel the same, and i am not just one crazy guy who is dreaming about us. and actually hoping for good future and actually believing in that future. At the same time, i am sad, couse i saw that thing about loosing eachother… i really don’t think we are. I think its getting better and stronger  everyday, even though maybe there’s no such a big difference in seeing that everyday, like it used to be, when we were still getting to know eachother all day on basic things.

What we have now is much bigger than we had anytime before. Its gotten so stronger, with everyday, with every talk, with good and bad things… i still feel the same… no, i feel even more. Everyday more ! You know what changed? Before we were talking about our past about who we are, and now… we are talking about future and who and how we wanna be. And when we do, we talk about US baby. Thats one of the craziest but the best things. And it just shows, how opposite of losing eachother we are :)

We WILL survive, we definetely can, and i know how hard is to be without eachother. Specially couse we’re not spending that much time together right now. But when we are.. .girl its magical. And i miss those nights too, but i am sure there will be lots of them in the future. I told you i am missing you too, every minute when i am not with you. We both have things to do, but its right to do them and we should not forget about other important things. After all, we are building for our future. We still hear eachother everyday, we support eachother and most importantly, we are STILL crazy :) my coconutt

your T. :*

You didn’t read it soon, I suppose You actually forgot about this special place to write our thoughts.

Maybe You don’t need to write to me, maybe you prefer to talk. I actually prefer to talk too but sometimes have the feeling that I really need to type here. Just for You’re pleasure of reading this in some time in future.

The Christmas and New Year’s time passed, I am really glad. Now the hardest thing in front of us. How to survive? How to not go crazy?! Have no idea.

I still miss You, for now defienetely less than before but still.

Why?

so simple…

You bring me sunshine everyday, just ’cause You are.
Call it whatever You want, You’re just my peacefull azyl.

I am really thankfull that I had chance to see Your face, smile, eyes, looks and that crazy 360 degree…
Sometimes I just remind me this first time when I saw you, and I smile to myself, just like that

And now. You aren’t here, you are in your dreamland, and me? Heh sitting here, thinking about You and Me. Dreamming.

Good Night My Treasure.

You know what?

I really miss you, I don’t wanna you’re sitting here all the time but…

… I kinda feel that we are loosing smth here, maybe it’s ’cause of Christmas crappy time or maybe…

…we really are losing eachothers ?

Everytime when I come home ( to that fighting area ) first think I do is checking fb. with though “maybe he wrote smth funny to me”, and then a big dissapointing nothing.

I’m not mad, I’m not sad, I understand that You maybe don’t have time to write, but still eh… that stupid feeling

and You know? Last time when I created that crazy story at night I felt really good, I fall asleep so peacefully ’cause I knew You will be here for the next day. I really miss those days when we had that crazy fun, and somehow I just feel it ends forever.

I hoped You’ll read this soon.

M.

good morning

just want to remind you that you should call me soon after 10 if i dont come online yet… and if you woke up earlier

just leave the ringing till i cancel it

thanx. cya in few minutes

so tomorrow is a blow job day

looooooolllllllll

SONG?!?!

M: Why you sang that song to me?

T: What song? I didn’t sing anything

M: Yes you did, a minute ago. You sang that religious song.

T: LOL?! what religious song haha? I didn’t sing for hours, and even if i’d sing i wouldn’t be singing religious songs.

M: But you were singing about God and how i should love him.

T: I did no such thing.

PIZZA?!?!

M: When will you give me that pizza?

T: o.O what pizza?

M: You gave me pizza with jam on it.

T: Huh? I didn’t have a pizza for more than week. No pizza for you

M: But i still have jam on my lips !

T: Well i’ll lick it off, but there was no pizza

TOILET BRUSH?!?!

M: Give me tea !

T: I can’t give you tea, couse you already brushed your teeth.

M: But you can brush my teeth again. Just don’t do it in toilet ok ?

T: Okey no toilet

LIBRARY ?!?!

M: Whats the time?

T: It’s 4

M: Will you go to library with me couse it closes at 5?

T: Its 4am not 4pm.

M: Go with me and hold my hand, because i am scared

T: Of what?

M: That man in library is so big and scary. She has that big glasses and big sweater.

T: Ok, i will go with you, i will be there for you. Don’t be afraid

M: She has big hair and big mouth…

M singing: up and down and all the way around

M: Why are you in shoes in bed?

T: I am not in shoes. What are you talking about?

M: You’re in my shoes

T: i am not wearing any shoes. i wear slippers but not in bed

M: but they are “sleepers”, you are sleeping with them

T: no i am not sleeping in them.

M: IN?!?!

T: ok then with them on

M: with them?!?!?

That’s what i remember. There was more, but i am sleepy too and i am off to bed Laugh with you tomorrow, gn

T:   what you gonna do if
M:  i come to you
T:   we gonna do crazy things
M:  what things? we eat the trees
T:  and grass
T:  we eat eachother  till we die
T:  but don’t cry cause u will be alright

M:  lol

T:  we are weird we are one we are super duper duper lol2

T:  all i wanna do is have so fun i have this feeling ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta

T:  la laaaaa

M:  lol you are really happy today
T:   no – yes
T:   just don’t ask why cause you are the answer
T:   bla bla bla

T:  ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta

and also T :  bla bla

T:  you go right i go left we are the perfect pair

T:  one thing for you to do i will wait and go forward la la lalala la lala laa

T:  its funny cause im a bunny and im a circle klaun

He ”likes” me so much that sometimes he just can’t resist

when i’m in danger he always protect me…

After fight he always looks me into eyes and hugs me…

And he knows all great stuff to doo

5. Walk on the street when it’s snowy

In Christmas time…

Drinking the Hot Red Wine

Hypoteticaly

NASA employer

Internet explorer

Mushroom master

Honey Hubbie

who is standing next to the blue toilet with yellow duck

but… that is for now

BTW. yesterday we had the longest lough time, that long that i don’t remember why we started to lough -.-”

Ty for that loughing hour was great :*